Monday, February 17, 2014

Random Babbling

- have NOT been blogging lately because i can hardly find time to blog. Got my hands full of Afif during the day and when he goes to bed, i'd rather catch up on tv, series and movies than typing words into my blog.

- newfound respect for SAHMs. i used to think "nahhh.. They can't be THAT busy". i take back those words. every. Single. One. Of. It. It's exhausting. If i ever be a full time SAHM, i'll try to do a better job. But the reward of spending time with your baby at home everyday is priceless.

- Afif grows in front of my eyes for the past 1.5 month and i'm so amazed at the rate of development. Tiba-tiba dah boleh jalan (walaupon tak sepenuhnya lagi). He now makes his own decision. If i want to put him on the baby chair, i have to ask "Nak duduk sini tak?". Or "nak makan yogurt tak?" *point at yogurt*. "Jom kita mandi!" *point at the toilet* He'll answer by nodding or shaking his head. i mean, when and how did he pick that up? If he shakes his head but i still put him on the chair, beriya dia peluk aku takmo duduk. 

-last two weeks Afif jatuh 2 kali in one day. First, jatuh katil masa afternoon nap. Thank God bantal jatuh dulu and dia jatuh atas bantal. Nanges terkejut je. Second time masa berjalan sebab karpet licin. Bibir dia berdarah atas bawah. Seriau tengok darah banyak. Nasib baik dia ok je pastu. i'm kinda glad he fell. Sebabnya kalo ada aku, aku kan overly worried mom.. Nak jatuh je aku sambut so dia tak pernah jatuh teruk. Ni dia jatuh while i wasnt there so i hope he learn something. True enough after that, dia more careful.

- Bibir dia yang berdarah tu jadi ulcer a few days lepas jatuh. Kesian gila menanges everytime makan. Last-last, 3 hari dia langsung tanak makan apa. Nampak je sudu dia trus geleng kepala. Aku boleh suap solid food je masukkan betul-betul dalam mulut supaya tak kena ulcer. Bayangkan sehari makan 5-6 cubit roti je. Tuhan je tau camne aku risau. Nasib baik boleh breastfeed. Banyak rely on susu je la. Alhamdulillah 2-3 hari ni dah ok ulcer dia. tengah kemaruk makan la ni.

- past week rajin plak aku masak memasak benda fancy sket. Ok la tak rajin mana. Pancakes and lasagna je. That's something compared to my daily lauk pauk je.

- This time around, ramai lak kekawan beranak. Aku tetiba takot nak beranak normal. My c-section and recovery were easy, Alhamdulillah. Aku tetiba terfikir mampu ke aku nak merasa sakit contraction dan meneran kalau branak normal? Haritu aku merasa air ketuban pecah and contraction sampai 2cm je. Camne nak tahan smpai 10cm? Seriau tetiba.

- No. i'm not pregnant yet. Hold off dulu lah any plans for Adik. Nak concentrate on Afif's hearing and speech development dulu. Nanti agak-agak dah ok baru try. Of course, we plan but Allah is the best planner :)

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